You ever get the feeling...

that you are not doing what you're supposed to be doing and that you're missing out on something. I feel like I should be with Ben right now. Plus I want to finish the Associates in Interior Design, one class a semester isn't going to do it.

I like my job but, I've done another dumb*ss report/query and I don't want to do this for another 30 years. I don't want to walk into my boss' office and resign because that would be wrong for three reasons;

1. It would be unfair to Michael. I couldn't and shouldn't let him take on all the financial responsibilities. He has enough stress right now without me adding to it.
2. My employer kept my position open while I was on medical leave when they didn't have to.
3. I think I can make a positive change here.